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hates.. [Jan. 25th, 2010|01:29 am]
[Current Location |bed.]
[Current Mood | confused]
[Current Music |You Belong With Me -Taylor Swift]


im just too sick for anything):
hope i can at least pass tmr's paper.
im so dead):

sometimes. i really think that i dont understand myself well enough. i cant even control my feelings. and this sucks.

i just need a good rest and a shoulder for me to lean on..



recover soon daphne.


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good bye 2009. [Dec. 28th, 2009|05:20 pm]
[Current Location |living room.]
[Current Mood | giddy]

okay. i know ure reading. HELLO to you then :D you know who you are,silly.
HAHAHAAA!!

finally. left 3 days till the end of 2009. As usual, i'll reflect on what ive done for the pass 1 year. There is a lot of stuff that happened which i think i have learnt a lot from it. I really understand myself better now. i know what i want in life now and i did set goals for me to achieve it. i know it might sound ridiculous now, but i will try my best to work towards it. im left with bout 2 months in school, i know i wont be able to make it to sin uni for sure. so im kind of left with SIM. but still, i'll work really hard for this last lap. at least i know i tried my best(:

i guess i really know who are the ones who really care for you and be there for you when you really needed someone. everyone changes, be it their liking, their attitude, their characters, their style, their habits, everything. No one remains the same like how you first know them. Maybe its because we are older now, and we are drifting apart cos we might not have that common interest anymore. New friends, new life, new ME.

i hope this "new ME" is a better one(:
i really cherish the friends i have now. i really do. i really love it when i see that smile on their face. so i will learn how to be a better friend(:

i know this post might sound boring, but i guess i just need to like write it down somewhere so that i will remind myself that 2010 will be a better year for me, and i'll be a better friend, better daughter, better lover perhaps(:

i really love everyone around me and misses those who are no longer here with us. i miss spending time with them.
ps. i miss you grandpa. i miss you aunt. i guess everyone misses you guys badly. i know im late but still merry christmas to you..
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my mom is a shiseido lover. [Dec. 11th, 2009|09:11 pm]
[Current Location |living room]
[Current Mood | crappy]
[Current Music |one step at a time.]

okay. today's paper? =.=
so so so tired and im down with bad flu and slight fever. and im not going zoukout tmr. guess i should spend more time with my bed and books instead!!

anyway. i think my mom is really cute. she took half day leave to go for shoppping spreee. guess she was jealous of me and yao!! hahahhaa!! So she went today with papa(:

again. although i have already bought so many things for her ytd! she can still grab so so so much!!


LOOK WHAT SHE GOT!!!






but im using it anyway! hahahahaaa!!
okay. im so happy!
everyone is starting their tests next week while we have already completed 3(:
but there are 2 more super tough papers next week.
i really hope im able to do those papers.

guess this weekend will be a relaxing one and fruitful one.
thanks dan for teaching me and yao BQC. you enlightened us!
hahaha!
and yao. thanks for giving me that mood to study even when im like totally dead!

love you la okay!

recently. girls are having bad cramps due to IT. i really wish i will be fine cos im suppose to welcome it tmr):

my yeos have finished her papers!!! so irritating!!!
but she is really nice to date me out tonight for cofffee..

im still waiting for her call then i'lll go prepare(:

okay. off to watch tv..
lovee.

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happpy(: [Dec. 10th, 2009|10:52 pm]
[Current Location |living room]
[Current Mood | loved]
[Current Music |BARNEY SONG.]

THANKS MY DEAR YAO FOR BRINGING ME TO THE SHISEIDO SALE!!



FOR PAPA(:



FOR MOOMOO(:



FOR MYSELF(:


Guess these are the Christmas Gifts im getting for my papa and moomoo thanking them for being the BEST parents in the WHOLE WIDE WORLD!!

anyway.
im GOING AGAIN TMR!!
hoping to get more lip colour, hair product and maybe another pre-acne mask(:

lovelove.
i should get back to my work.

**loves shoppppping(:
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STANDARD CHART. MARATHON PART 2(: [Dec. 9th, 2009|05:59 pm]
[Current Location |living room]
[Current Mood | bouncy]







hey peeps.
just finished the RMT assignment(: and 1 paper down. so having the holiday mood right now~

anyway. helpef Mel for the Standard Chart event(:
i love new balance!
and and and..
i can keep the entire outfit including the shoes!!

i just love this shoe!! its pink!! (: and i think its not really out @ the market yet as i couldn't find it in the sports shops. guess its newly launched!!

and i dare to say that i have the BEST PARENTS IN THE WHOLEWIDE WORLD!!
i got to report for work @ padang at 7.30AM!!!
but they sent me there and waited for me to knock off despite having no where to go on a sunday morning where all shops are closed.

simply love them to the max!!





LOVELY!







the New Balance Booth is just so cool!! They actually provide fresh fruits/drinks and massaging service to the invited runners also the Fatbird team. you must be wondering why fatbird right? they are actually the really really cool people who are the pacers for the marathon!!







OUR NEW BALANCE SHOE MASCOTS.. cute right? (:(:



SUPPORTERSSS!!




THE FINISHING LINE!!!!!




The Grand stage where the prizewinners get their winnings(:
$35,000 USD for the champion!!!!


after work @ 12pm. Walked all the way to Funan for lunch with papa and moo. settled @ this nice restaurent(: you guys can go try!!












i just love new balance(:


i really respect all the participants for the marathon whether be it the 10km/15km/21km or even 42km!!!!
i should use their "never-say-die" attitude on my studies.

out for dinner.

i love my family.
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STANDARD CHART. MARATHON(: [Dec. 5th, 2009|07:35 pm]
[Current Location |study room.]
[Current Mood | energetic]




IM SOOO EXCITED TO WORK TMR(:

I LOVE NEW BALANCE.

the shoes and attire is like so nice! its PINK(:

lovely.

hopefully i can keep those.

lovelove..

back to study..

simply cant focus.

):
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iloveemyWEBCAM. [Nov. 22nd, 2009|08:24 pm]
[Current Location |sofa.]
[Current Mood | lonely]
[Current Music |i wanna be crazy.david guetta]

 


okay. here goes part 2 to the webcam folder. been quite busy for the previous weekend. long weekend this week(: but working on saturday anyway. So it doesnt really matter actually.

andeee tan is finalllly coming out on thursday!!! edmund tan is finalllly coming back on saturday!!! (:
 

its already week 5 if im not wrong. We have not even started on our FYP. Needs to go source for materials sooon. Im still kind of lost actually, seriously i think im so going to be dead for the upcoming CT.

Something random:
i want to go to the beach.
i want to go picnic.
i want to go explore new places.
i want to go for a long cofffeee session.
i want to learn new sports.
i want to go explore new shopping places.
i want to go on a holiday.
.
.
.
.
.

i want...
.
.
.

Was chatting with yeos in the afternoon and we talked about stuff that we both really wanted. Guess the both of us have something in common... We both had already long forgotten how a hug feels, how it feels like to be pampered and loved. I know its being random but thats what we felt. Maybe being single is goood cos you have this so called freedom. But still. you cant help but to feel lonely at times.

okay. shall stop all these nonsense.

i really have to start revising!!
nights(:

lovee.

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oooo.WEBCAM!! [Nov. 14th, 2009|01:11 am]
[Current Location |living room]
[Current Mood | high]
[Current Music |JUMP!]









okay. im seriously bored. im trying out my webcam. hahhh!! 6 stupid shots of me!! im a little hungry now!! cos my dinner was that half of waffles from UDDERS(: thanks sarah. for letting me try ALL the flavors!! *yummy. feeeling FATT tho!! i think im going to maggie sooooonn..





















guess i have to sleep early tonight. tmr has training tmr at 9am!! oh man, there'll be some endurance run tmr. so NOT looking forward to that section. but kind of looking forward for vb(: lovelove.

okay. papa moomoo just came back from 2012 show. they said was really nice. tmr its my turn!! going to watch movie for the first time with almost 50 friends!!!! so coool.. hahahhh!!

went to sch for napfa but it was cancelled in the end due to the rain. DAMN.

shall keep it short. tired and hungry to type too much....

off to cooook (:(:

love,
daphne
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loves curly(: [Nov. 11th, 2009|12:12 am]
[Current Location |bed.]
[Current Mood | flirty]
[Current Music |sexy chick.]



new hairdo with nude face.
daphne is really busy with school and work.
but she is happy that lots of money are coming in after all these events(:
thanks eam and shunde(:

i love my new hair.


NAPFA on friday. and i think im coming mens. fk. im so gonna be dead for the run if it comes.

endless school work and projects.

i hope i can have a good night rest(:

LOVE.
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(no subject) [Aug. 27th, 2009|11:49 pm]
[Current Location |poppy's desk]
[Current Mood | rushed]

EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS........

 
im so dead for tmr's paper.
almost everything just cant stay in my mind.
its all mixed up up there!!!
its too much to memorise!!
everyone's complaining. hahhh. i guess cos we are all memorising stuff that are so new to us. credits goes to MIA for almost all the lectures!!
im really trying my best to remember as much as i could.
anyway, thanks sha for giving me that little bit of confident(: and also my poppy and mommy who kept on asking me to go to bed without knowing that her dear daughter here is doing her last minute revision! hahahhh! *feeling super guilty over here man.

i know its too late to say i'll work hard for the next sem.. hahh. cos is going to be the last sem. hopefully tmr's paper will be pass-able for me!!!! *crossed-finger!


im kind of excited for tmr night all thanks to miss foo wen yao!! hahhh. i hope tmr night will be a really fun night(: and maybe who knows, this could be the 1st step out of my comfort zone(: hope everything will turns out fine(: *giggles.

ohoh. ya! i love mac happy meal now!! they are giving away these cute hello kitty collection(: its really cute! hahhh. childish. -.-"

okok. i shall go back to mug for tmr's challenging, deadly, exciting, irritating, difficult, mysterious, LAST paper! (:

lovelove.
nights.
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daphne has to remember that she's a girl. [Aug. 26th, 2009|06:29 pm]
[Current Location |bed.]
[Current Mood | gloomy]


i really hate myself at times for what ive done.
i guess i should start behaving like a real girl now.
cos the manly lady can no longer take it and needs some tender loving care.
to think of it, no one can actually read my mind and understand me like how i understand some people.
i think i really should  stop showing that im alright although in actual fact im totally not.
i really dont know why i am portraying myself as the strong one.

im just like any other girls,
i do need that attention from people at times.
i do need that concern from people at times.
 i do need people to treat my like any other girls at times.
i do need people to understand me and read my mind at times.
i do need to have that someone there for me at times.
i do need a shoulder to lean on at times.
i do need that big hug to comfort me at times.

but i guess its just not happening. im just thinking too much.

** its lingering in my mind. no matter what, i'll just treat it as a dream. just give me some time.

-signing off as the emo poo.



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(no subject) [Aug. 24th, 2009|06:46 pm]
[Current Location |room.]
[Current Mood | uncomfortable]


ok peeps. i know i shouldnt be updating on my stupid pathetic blog now since i have a paper tmr but im just too bored and too moody to even continue studying):

for the first time... im like so called enjoying life right before my paper!!
kept going out with my girls... having super long chats on phone... msging craps with my girls... talking nonsense to them as well.. did so many things but not study.. ): feeling really really guity...

mai's bday was quite fun tho(: went haji lane.... oh man, its super tempting to shop there again can. it has been quite awhile since im thre stocking up clothes!!! hahhh. and i really need a shopppppping trip!!

ive uploaded her bday pics to fb(: for the first time im being so "on" to upload photos immediately.. hahhh.

went to huiting's new place!! her facilities are like soooooo omg. there's a vb court can! its like so.. wow.. the poolside is really romantic at night!(: *wink.

lene's coming back! (: finally! everyone missing her so badly.....

what else?.. nth much. anyway. sometimes i really agree. whenever you loss something, there is definately a reason why you loss it and of course you will gain something else in return(:

daphne has to remember that she is 19 this year and thats the fact that cannot be changed. i guess im in the same situation as you. now):

off to MUG!):
all the way miss daphne!! (:

birthday girl, mai(:
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(: [Aug. 6th, 2009|02:18 pm]
[Current Location |class):]
[Current Mood | chipper]

hey peeps.
finally i cleared almost all my projects!!!
*grinss......

and i knew my internship details already(:
its going to be a 5.5 day week): 9-6pm daily):
and i have to travel to tg pagar.
hopefully it will be fun cos at least i know i have 2 other people from NP going to the company with me(: lunch wont be alone!!

been meeting up with lots of friends(: *tiring.
but it was fun(:

went over to SC's ytd. although he might be gone he will definately be remembered by all of us esp. SCUBE guys.. rest in peace my dear friend(:

going over to lene's place for dinner tonight!! the last time i ate dinner thre was like..... years back): shes flying off tmr to find kooooaaalllaaa): i hope she misses me!! im going to get her a "chouchou" (:(:(:(:(:(: *grins

anyway... these 2 girls cheered me up(: *grinssss...



ytd went shooppppiiinggg trip with yao!! fun.. i got a dress(: highwaist skirt(: shoes(:
*happpyy.. hope tmr will a happy and fun day too(:(: *lovelove.

we so need to relax after spending so much time on projects): school work): we neeeeddd a LIFE now!! (:(:
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tiirreed. [Jul. 4th, 2009|08:41 pm]
[Current Location |papa's desk]
[Current Mood | nerdy]


I know its weird that i seems to be quite ok about it. Guess all the projects all killing me and taking up alot of my time. 8 projects/assignment to be due soon and we're like still so far from completing. But luckily i got wonder women as group mate.....(: Im so tired!! And its like so annoying when i have to rush back to sch to get the "forgottens"after trainings... i really swear i'll take every single thing the next time!!

Guess everyone around me has something i really envy. How i wish ...

im just so packed with school work? staying home everyday other than sch? weekends at home rushing all the work? but luckily... this make me a really good daughter(: im home dinner almost everyday with them(: weekends with them(: so its like everyday is a family day(: they are very important people to me. so no one can have the slightest bad impression of them, cos to me, they are the best(:

Im really tired. "Springing" out of bed every morning just to be on time for class. Im getting healthier!! hah.sleeping and waking up early even on weekends!!! (: i woke up bout 9plus today! watched HK drama till 1pm.. i know it sounds enjoying but its not... cos you know you have alot of stuff left undone.

i really hope all the projects will turn out to be really good(:

results taken back. =,="
got to work hard(:

Im suppose to meet andy and edmund but maybe im not. Cos i guess the last time when everyone is free to meet was a long time ago. so i guess its better for them to meet the rest(: although i kept saying im ok. but i guess im not. maybe i do have limited amount of close friends around me): im receiving replies from them(: that assure that having this few good friends is enough(:

i guess im going to be so so so so busy. there is going to be more trainings..im really dying!

i want to be a happy girl(:
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its all about me. [Jun. 15th, 2009|12:42 am]
[Current Location |bed.]
[Current Mood | numb]

days passes.
papers have ended.
work has ended.

i made lots of new friends(: sweet girls like gzeeying, kimberly...(:
but as i look through people's profile. i guess "envy" is the word to describe how i felt. how i wish we had taken more pictures.. but come to think of it... it has already ended. so i shall not look and think back...

i know its not your fault for not wanting to take photos with me after much attempt by me..
i know its not your fault for leaving me behind at times because i wasnt able to catch up..
i know its my fault for not planning the best bday for you..
i know its my fault for not being an understanding girlfriend..
i know its my fault for being such a lousy girlfriend..

i guess.. im just being a worthless person to you..
sorry..

i guess its better for both of us this way..

i had never felt this tired before. projects.. school work.. papers..work..
daphne needs a good rest..
please leave her alone..

):
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1 down(: [Jun. 8th, 2009|02:37 pm]
[Current Location |living room]
[Current Mood | nerdy]

heyhey. finally brf is over. consider a bad paper cos what i chose not to memorise kind of CAME OUT!! =,="
but its ok. "looking forward" to the other 2 papers ):
money coming in for pc show!! hooray(:
up coming girls night too.. hooray(:
lots of sch projects to do by this holis... "hooray"... "(:"

busy holis.
lovelove.
daphne who is giving herself a short break by tagging(:
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(no subject) [May. 22nd, 2009|02:05 am]
[Current Location |bed.]
[Current Mood | disappointed]



im tired after everything.
i need a rest.

happy birthday to me.
thanks to those you know who you are(:
love you guys lots. thanks for being there(:
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bday treats!! [May. 21st, 2009|02:16 am]
[Current Location |everywhere in the room!]
[Current Mood | hyper]

this post is for my wonderful classmates(:


hey peeps.

i guess the only thing that made me happy was this(: tonight(:

i packed all the bday treats for some of my classmates. thanking them for being wonderful people whom remembered my bday ever since year 1, giving me a super huge surprise, year 2 preparing the surprise bbq party, and year 3?

its my turn to surprise them(:



so long since i made all these bday treats. the last time i guess was when im in primary school? hah. i really missed the fun of packing and purchasing the "stock".

only till now then i realise the wrapper of the treats and my bedsheet matches!!
LADYBUG THEME!
HAH!
i know its random. but still.

im happy(:


not forgetting the really lovely pika foo. hah. i love her to the max. without her? school life kind of boring and dull.i really love her!

body fam and also mommily koh.hah! love them too!!



daphne is turning 19 soon(:(:(:(:
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friday is just another ordinary day. [May. 18th, 2009|11:03 pm]
[Current Location |bed.]
[Current Mood | numb]

out of sudden, i just really wanted to cancel everything. just a simple meal. i dont really want to force people out by stating in the msg its my bday pls come.

Im suppose to be fine bout facing rejections.
im suppose to be excited bout it.
im supposed to be happy bout it.
im supposed to be looking forward to it.
im supposed to be the happiest person on earth on that day.

but i guess....
this might not happen.

its just another ordinary day.

the higher you aim. the harder you fall.


):
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buzzing weekend! [May. 11th, 2009|01:23 am]
[Current Location |bed.]
[Current Mood | busy]
[Current Music |happy birthday to you.]

hey peeps.
this weekend is definately one of the most tiring ones!
reasons?

ed's bday was a long one till morning.
baby cousin's bday was also a full day celebration.

this coming week is a relax one i guess.
wed only 1-4. no training. dinner!
thurs 9-12.
fri? usual. no school(:

im really tired.
my stinko is still out playing l4d with the rest. i guess thru ed's bday, our group/clique really GREW!
scary! hopefully more girls are joining and im seeing a potential self high girl who matches us TOTALLY. hah.

quite a few photos to upload but lazy and tired. next time then.

although its mommy day BUT...
i really want to thank my papa for buying me a camera to take lots of happy moments(:

LASTLY.
happy mommmmy day!! thanks for being the best MOMMMY in the whole wide world(:
(just in case my mommmy has successfully found this lj) hah!

love,
daphne who loves her stinko!

BYE(:
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